* I WAS SOO STRESSED!!*
Dec 6, 2018
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MbtQaakXDLc

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it has definitely been a day it's been a
day
so only had to be out the door at 6:30
this morning which led me to be with the
kids at 6:30 this morning because my son
Omar thinks that you know when the
Roosters wake up we all wake up so we
have been up for quite some time today
my children are extra extra cranky I
don't know if it's I mean sick with what
big brother has which I kept Maya home
again today just to give him one more
day of just resting which he's done that
but he wanted to come with us just to
get out of the house for a little bit so
I went ahead and let him but he I wanted
him to take at least one more day just
for break
um but honey we're gonna go get my
Mountain Coffee mama needs a coffee
after this morning mama needs a coffee
so anyways the babies have just been so
extra today like especially Ezra I don't
know maybe she's just like not feeling a
hundred percent or she could easily be
coming down with whatever
my hat is but she has been so cranky
it's been ridiculous so needless to say
lost all my hairs that I have left and
then starting tomorrow because tomorrow
I do my grocery shopping so starting
tomorrow and after my gift card from
Starbucks is paid off because I just had
to put 10 more dollars on my card which
is fine and all but I had to put 10 more
dollars so I have enough
kind of silly but okay whatever anyways
so I thought that so now there's 1475 on
my car but once it's paid off then I'm
gonna be making this trip which tomorrow
I get to go grocery shopping so I'm
gonna sit today and work on my grocery
list get all that ready to go Omar can
you please be a little bit quieter
things anyways I'm gonna sit today and
make a grocery list because tomorrow I'm
gonna go and get like household items
and grocery list food
I can talk go get the stuff on my
grocery list and so yeah I thought
building things that need to get done
Monday for all of you winners that got
your guys's Reid's Monday I will get all
that sent out to you guys so be keeping
an eye in the mail for that you know
I think that's really handsome for this
morning I mean it's already 12 so it's
lunchtime I have lunch today I did not
eat as much I knew I wasn't gonna eat
very much for dinner especially because
I don't allow myself to eat that much
anymore so anyway so I with always well
so I gave only my all my rice I like my
sample of the sour cream but that was it
I didn't eat them no rice I did eat my
beans I had two of the little flour
tortillas I made wraps with that just a
little bit of the meats and then that
was it and I put the rest in to go box
and I brought home so today there was
lots and lots of leftovers from my mill
especially but also there was some
leftovers of vegetables and stuff from
Ollie's and then tons of tortillas that
I'm going to just heat all that up and
we'll just all eat off that for lunch
today
and so I am gonna heat that up for lunch
but before I need it before I could do
any of that I had to come and get a
coffee carrying on forever she was so
tired she felt stupid on her blanket
from monkeys
I purposely didn't because I didn't
think she would fall asleep I already
did my null so you guys are gonna see
the video after this but I did do my
nails I I'm so silly I just I I can do
my nails every day like literally if
there was enough product to last me
every single day I would probably do
another day cuz I like to try different
techniques and stuff so I did a new
technique where you what you do an
exception off of the acrylic you already
have so I will but I think they turned
out pretty good though that's kind of
right but I went back to my just my um
rose gold I love that color like it is
my favorite color so I like the white in
black too but I just I love love love
this color and
I didn't have time to cure all the
different colors because the kids really
clearly having enough of having patience
with what I was going with already so
I'll just do one smaller color they're
beautiful I love this color so hopefully
these will last me until the end of
December depending on the length but I
mean the links for me is actually not
bad at all
I know people are probably like whoa but
they're really not that bad so anyhoo
I'm gonna get my coffee Oh mark you
please I don't know what you're tearing
up a back there but you stop
gonna get better for you today can I do
a venti iced skinny caramel macchiato
upside down with one and a half shots
well today that's it but can I also get
that double cup and that's it
tonight I am hoping to do so I'm just
gonna kind of take it easy until then
because I don't want to overdo my knee
so anyhoo I hope you guys are having
able Laureus wonderful Wednesday it is
47 here it is pretty cold
pretty cool to say the least but it is
beautiful like if it could just be like
this all year round I would be a happy
camper
because it is beautiful
blue skies it's absolutely gorgeous so
it's a win-win situation
I hate well I'm not gonna say I hate
what it rains but it's not as fun with
Marines because you don't stay away but
you know when it's weather like this
it's like your fake tits makes you not
want to go home it makes you just want
to go and like do something but
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maybe later depending on what time Holly
gets home I might go to Michael
Bryce checking on and stuff that I need
skin for the business I'm so excited you
guys I can't wait to watch my business I
am still trying to come up with a name
so you guys please please shoot me some
names I want to see what you guys think
about names I was kind of going with
like in the Emmys glitz and glamour so
with the business what I'm going to be
doing is designing tumblers so water
cups
I will also be designing shirts and
totes and also stuff like personalizing
them so it's a little bit of everything
so if you guys can use your imagination
and show me some names I think it would
be really fun to again take a pool
because now we're getting closer to me
launching I have to get a name written
down so I can get it in LLC so that I
can lock it in there and nobody can
steal my name so if you guys can start
shooting me some ideas I would love it
it does not have to have my name in it
it does not have to have floods or
glamour in it it could be anything
Elise says something like horizon but I
don't know I
I don't know about that one um he just
threw it out there wasn't like it was
something that was like a serious name
or something but um I would love to hear
what your guys's ideas are so shoot me
ideas peoples my friends my lovers
oh wait that did not come out back back
back you're not way back not loaders ha
ha ha ha but my loves show me some names
I need some ideas ok so I already took
my polish off so they are completely
smooth I cleaned them all with alcohol
swabs so now what I'm gonna do is I'm
gonna show you guys how to build off of
already having acrylic yes I know so
what you do is you take the tip and
you're going to glue it on to make an
extension to what you already have so
yes it sounds kind of interesting I'll
show you how
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I filed these ones and now I'm gonna
move to file a DS ones so what I'm doing
is just filing started probs making sure
that they're even with the acrylic
that's already on the finger so I'm just
going through and then after that then I
will blend them and then we'll build
from there
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okay so the tips are all filed now we're
going to move into blending them
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good now they're all so next thing I'm
going to do is
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just bought everything again is now that
you have does the extension on you
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okay so we're at the port now so we got
him all filed buffed everything's done
with that now what we're gonna do is
we're just gonna go through take another
alcohol pad and wipe then Nelson because
now we're gonna apply the color so
excuse my kids
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oh my gosh you guys although I feel like
I didn't do a whole lot I still feel
like I did a ton if that makes any sense
I'm so tired I am just like I've had one
of those days where it's just like
you're just so just frustrated like the
kids the babies cried all day long like
all day they fought over everything
Ezra she had diarrhea and dealing with
out with a new toilet trainer well let
me just say she did not have an accident
she did not she did excellent on that
Chevy she really did make it to the
toilet every single time but it was like
every 15 minutes at the most
like are you serious like really common
so I eventually put them in the bath
tonight I just filled up about to put
some bubbles in there and let them have
a field day um
her little bottom had a little bit of a
rash I think was just from going to the
bathroom so much today
anyways no I kicked my kids out of the
room it won't last long because my
bedroom door is open yes I am sitting in
the dark you guys I need a little bit of
I just need a little bit of like I guess
quiet time not quite time because nearly
I don't I don't get quite I'm like that
doesn't happen in this household but I
just but I just him like so I'm so
frustrated right now like I really
really am frustrated and
so all he came in and asked who put
cooking spray all over my kitchen floor
and I was like I don't know I mean I
just got done mopping the floor so I
really hope there's not cooking spray
anywhere on my floor well come to find
out you're mine took upon himself to
take our cooking spray and spray all
over our kitchen floor well you know I
could explain to him Omar I need you to
be quiet or you need to go out you know
like I explained to him you know what if
I would have went in there and had I not
known that there was cooking spray all
over the floor
I could have slipped and fallen I could
have hit my head on a counter with the
length that I am I could have easily hit
a counter easily hit my head hurt myself
horribly broke my tailbone broke a leg
or one of the babies could have done it
I mean so many things could have
happened safety wise but he never thinks
ahead of what his action can cause then
so I'm in the process of you know taking
care of that and so we told him to go
get his ps4 control and he brings it to
us and there is blue paint all over his
control mind you this machine is like a
$400 machine and I said why is there
blue paint all over it
well come to find out he decided to get
into my blue paints and paint his entire
control I am just so today has just
honestly has been just a really really
really really rough day for me and I
just need some like de-escalating time
like I have my diffuser on I just I had
to bring everything down for a little
bit just to kind of you know this is
kind of what with my therapy this is
kind of what we deal with you know when
I get myself
stuff and things are going on you have
to get yourself de-escalated and calm
down ground yourself back to reality not
let your emotions take over what's going
on you know because of course the
situation's are very frustrated because
you know situation
so you have to get yourself grounded and
figure it out
what's the steps you know because
screaming yelling is not going to help
the situation and you know and I
understand that but it's just you know
when you've already had such a rough day
it's like you can't help but to jump
from zero to a hundred with the next
thing that's just gonna blow you over
and I just felt like it just kind of hit
that top for me like boof
so I put some calming essential oils in
like my baby's out of here but ya know
mom life don't get it all take what I
can
I'm sitting here in front of my laptop
but I thought that I would read some
comments might as well just have a
little bit of social talking time okay
first comment just going to the first
comment 15 minutes ago from Leon come
back I think I know the first name is
Leon come back 21 Wow
comma beautiful single question mark
okay well to answer your question Leon
thank you so much I appreciate that you
see that I am beautiful no I am happily
married but thank you so much I really
appreciate your comment USA gal please
check those smashed beans they have lard
pork fat in them just get black beans
next time I you know I am totally thank
you so much for pointing that out you
know because I as a Muslim we do not eat
pork but as far as I know the beans that
they use out are Mexican restaurant cuz
I did call them they use vegetarian
beans so I am thinking that we're on the
safe side but thank you so much
sweetie for pointing that out because
you never sometimes think about things
like that um next one
Tanya Rose you did the right thing by
not engaging in her childish behavior
especially in front of the children she
showed her maturity level by acting that
way
I hope Jeremiah feels better soon being
sick sucks your family is absolutely
adorable I couldn't help but laugh at
Omar I had to replay that part I was
like did he question mark laugh out loud
kids gotta love them it's you know it's
really hard to not fight back sometimes
but I mean at the same time you have to
sometimes but not in this situation this
wasn't clearly not the situation and
somebody even pointed out to you that
you know you have to be really careful
when you're arguing with people like
that because nowadays you don't know
who's who carrying a gun who might be a
crazy night yeah so thought about that
after the fact but having that be the
the afterthought don't know that would
have been a safe thing so anywho
Jeremiah is still sick I kept him home
another day today he is going to school
tomorrow he is going to school tomorrow
so yeah being sick definitely sucks
especially being a kid it makes it even
worse thank you so much that you think
my family's adorable we could all be a
little Butthead sometimes but I tried to
I tried to be as sweet as we can be
especially in public and yes with Omar
oh my gosh he had to say in the right
timing I'm like you but you know I kept
it on there because this is life this is
my life this is our family's life and
things like that happens sometimes and I
you know I know some people probably
cringe like oh you know and I understand
but like I've told you guys from the
gecko I've always been true with you
guys honest with you guys I never want
to be a fake and so you see as what's
happening with us so that is why mr.
Omar's words
stayed saundra s hope you are feeling
better soon Amy sometimes the solid
dressings people can lose all sense of
humanity when being a bit in behind a
big machine until something happens I
finally found a few things from wish I
hope they come mostly jewelry a pair of
shoes necklace a rainbow stone with a
chain and a stone with chain and purse
sorry and I my glasses on guys
I hope the silver chains are okay so I
can give them out I am trying to think
of something to make for my sister I
will look over YouTube DIYs tonight I
went to Mexico once and ate nothing
practically the whole week it is too
spicy for me have a good evening
very nice picture of Olli so oops I
didn't hurt her I thought I did yeah I
honestly I don't know I don't know if it
was just a mixture of like this the bleu
cheese dressing or if it was maybe the
lettuce I don't know something wasn't
agreeing with me and my belly is still
not a hundred percent I mean tonight
it's feeling better but this morning I
woke up was still kind of a upset tummy
and for lunch I mean I literally have
only eaten once it's it's already 6:40
I've only once today and that was at
1:30 and I haven't eaten since and I'm
not even hungry
so yeah I'm my time I still just not
exactly a hundred percent happy with me
which is absolutely amazing you guys I
love wish well I did they've really
wrecked the prices up a lot and I'm kind
of not happy with that because I mean
you still can get cheap stuff don't get
me wrong like you could seriously still
get very cheap items for you know for
having a nice little you know gift or
whatever but it's still sometimes a
bummer because you get stuff and it's
like oh really
or like they'll show a picture or
something really big and then when you
get it it's like really really tiny but
their prices have jumped and climbed a
lot lately and so I just a little bit
bummed about that and so I haven't
ordered much of anything for a while no
I was doing it
thank you so
it was just a little bit bomb I was just
a little bit taken back by that so I
haven't ordered for a while from them I
actually I did do an order from Jim and
I did my color nails the nail polish
sticks stickers and I haven't tried them
yet they're in my know box but I've
tried them but that's one thing that I
have tried in Jim I like Jim a little
bit I mean Jun Jim Carrey's pretty much
the same things that wish does because
they're all about the same the
difference is is that Jim is free
shipping
whereas wish you pay for shipping but
they all kind of match about the same
give or take and yeah I would definitely
look at some DIYs on YouTube they're
amazing I love watching them I get lots
of different ideas and then I can take
some of those ideas and and build with
it and come up with different things
kind of like I did with my DIY that I
did this last Tuesday so the lady that I
got the idea from she used something
different than heavier metal which I
think this way it's gonna be way better
because it's not as heavy and less
chances of it like collapsing or falling
apart and that is awesome that you went
to Mexico that is really cool you can
always request for them to make the food
less spicy but I am in the exact same
way since I haven't I had my gallbladder
taken out a few years ago I can't
tolerate any type of spicy food so even
when I go to the Mexican restaurants if
the salsa is at all spicy I will ask
them for a milder salsa and they do they
have milder they'll add I mean they
could totally make it that way so it's
also just an option to think about next
time if you were to ever go to a Mexican
restaurant Mexican restaurant if I can
talk and yes I loved that picture of him
- he was just standing there and I was
like pose and he's like so yeah I was
all I was like pose with your jacket on
okay let's see next question
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chef's wannabes life says I have a
sister who's game you guys are my
glasses on I have a sister who is a
hospice social worker it takes special
people to take care of others in the
last stage of their life awesome for
your mom I can see how proud you are
by the way that salad looks amazing but
it would have to have ranch for me this
household never runs out of ranch it's
like an Armageddon thing but I didn't
even see that you messaged that I
somehow it didn't show up on my stuff
until just now so yes I will definitely
have to say that it does take special
people to be able to do that type of
work
kind of like you know when I told people
that you know I want that I would always
want to be a mortician like that is just
my dream job like I really really if at
all I could do anything it would be
mortician 100% but people would be like
how could you do that like just how I
don't understand it and it's like it
really takes certain people and it takes
a certain kind of position in your life
that you have to detach from the
situation you can't be involved in the
situation you can't put your emotions
into it because if you do then it's just
not a job for you
but if you can detach yourself out of
the situation then you could totally do
the job I mean of course you know like a
couple people are like well how would
you ever do like a baby coming in and of
course those would be sad but I mean
that's just like a doctor or a nurse you
know if they are dealing with an infant
and they died on their care it would be
the same thing I mean of course it's not
easy but it's a job that you're choosing
to do and so you have to be able to
detach yourself so that you can do that
type of job and do it at a hundred
percent and be able to be emotionally
available for yourself but not for the
circumstances that you're doing it for
if that makes any
since and yes I am very very proud of
her for being able to do that because
again it like I said it takes a it takes
a very special person and she's done an
amazing job
and yes the salad was amazing but I I
too love my ranch I do but unfortunately
we ran out but I'm going grocery
shopping tomorrow so I'm gonna fill my
kitchen up with all those good
necessities that we always need but
sometimes we run out and I don't know
how we even run out because we buy those
big bottles but I guess just because I'm
eating more solids and stuff maybe I
don't know but yeah I totally get you
there salad is life especially when
you're eating solids art solid ranch is
life when you're eating a salad let's
see if I can say this right ok Myra
Claire the way it looks on camera the
spoon and solid bull is huge is it Amy
why are you Amy why are you not doing
your own salad if oli cooks for the kids
does oli get overwhelmed going to work
then comes home to cook for the family
so I think there's multiple messages
here I'm not gonna read them all but
pretty much in a nutshell you know I I
don't mind getting up and making my own
salad I don't have a problem getting up
and cooking i I really don't but when it
comes to cooking for my husband he is a
very picky picky person he is probably
one of the worst picky persons to cook
for he has to have his food a certain
way and it has to taste a certain way
and if he doesn't have it a certain way
then he don't like it and he has his he
just pooped in the toilets oh good job
good job and if he if it's not seasoned
correctly and you know and he likes his
you know Egyptian Mills and and they're
very good but I don't know how to
personally cook them I could try but
again you know he's explained that
there's certain ways to cook it
that there was a certain way to cook it
and so I don't know how to cook on those
ways so in return yes he does come home
and cook and he likes to cook he loves
to cook and you know but he knows that I
don't mind cooking for myself I don't
have a problem cooking for the kids or
for him but he usually just tells me
just to sit down and he'll cook for me
you know and he'll bring it to me or
whatever and that's just how we've been
since we've been married but yeah it's
not like he's never told me that it's
ever been overwhelming to him so as far
as I know
hope he overheard that comment you want
to explain it it's not all I love to
cook actually I usually like even after
a long day of work it's just relaxing
for me to stand up in the kitchen and
cook because I'm the boss you know I'm
the kitchen boss like there is a Cake
Boss and I'm the kitchen boss better
than the cake apart and for sure 100%
sure better than Ramsay nervous
breakdown so but once I right now we're
working on teaching her all the recipes
that I love my own recipes my family
recipes so once I I don't think I will
hurt right but there is stuff nobody can
do it like my team nobody can do it for
me I have to make it myself it just will
never get right it just has to be the
perfect way so yes you heard it from mr.
cooker he does not mind a good and I
don't mind even to conferring me like
make her salad or something the hardest
me no it doesn't take an hour with me
seriously like cooking's not the heart
it does not take time they just practice
soon as you can see my lights are on so
my husband's here I was I was enjoying
that dark time okay so next comments
let's scroll on down
do a couple more I think this is always
fun sorry guys I'm keep it to my nose
it's I've been sneezing all day and I
better not be coming down with a cold
because I don't mad I'm for that not
today
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Cruz Lopez says you can run white
vinegar and water through it and the
smell will go away so she's talking
about the Keurig and I did I did I did I
tried vinegar I tried boiling hot water
I try oh my gosh I tried so many things
and the smell just was so putrid I could
not do it and there's certain smells
that I just cannot stomach and that was
one of them so as soon as I started
smelling it in my kitchen I was like oh
nope
yes it's got to get out of here it's
gots to go so that little thing got
taken to the garbage real quick because
there was just no and I couldn't have I
mean I could imagine what the inside if
it smelt that bad on that part I could
only imagine what it looked like on the
inside and you can't get to that part
like that clearly you cannot and I just
seen the other day like maybe three or
four days ago on a commercial they just
came out with a new character Sheen I'm
curious to know what the cleaning is on
that one but they just came out with it
so I am curiously thinking about it but
I don't really use it very often to be
honest with you I mean now that I am
gonna be making my coffees at home I
could but it's still I mean really
honestly it's the same price if I buy
the pre-mixed black part of the coffee
and just put it in the fridge and just
use that into my coffee mix so honestly
at this point and it's still same
calorie count for that one so to be
honest it it's really not at this point
feasible in spending money for that when
I don't technically really use it it was
more
a counterspace taker honestly so yeah
okay Desiree bar barn test I hope I'm
saying that right um it was on my video
for my waxine says since Omar is always
thirsty and drinks a lot have you ever
had him tested for diabetes good
question honestly I know that a lot of
people that's one indication to have
people checked for that is because if
they're drinking a lot I've never really
thought about that just because I've
never put two and two together until
like you know you're saying it so then I
was like oh okay um but he does have his
baby well checkup next month
no January um so I will definitely
mention to his doctor and see I mean
diabetes does run on my side of the
family and also on Ali's side of the
family so I mean you know you never know
but as far as other than the thirsty
part he's never really shown any other
signs but again I'm not an expert and I
really don't know what children's signs
would show for being something of that
so yeah I would have to mention it to
his doctor and just let him know and see
what he wants to say or do about it but
anyways thought was fun
I loved doing that every now and then as
you guys think about it shoot me some
more questions if you guys want to do
like a fun Q&A that would be really fun
just shoot me some different kind of
questions I'll write them down and we
could do a Q&A well actually I wouldn't
even have to write them down I can just
I could just do it right off of the
laptop so that was kind of interesting
and I love doing that with you guys but
anyways so yes that was the roundabout
of my day today with my fillings between
the kids and Ezra and Maya I don't know
what do you guys do for your kids when
they start acting out like that I mean
he's gonna be 11 so he's kind of going
into that preteen stage what are things
that you guys do what I mean and is this
normal is it something like I mean do
all kids go through this type of a stage
if you guys can drop down some comments
below and let me know just some ideas of
things that maybe I can do I just don't
know anymore like I've never had a child
this old and to me I clearly think it's
you know a stupid decision you know but
obviously there's got to be I would
think something behind it but I don't
know I really don't know so if you guys
have ever dealt with situations in this
manner where you know your child is
spraying cooking spray on the floor and
painting the Xbox and doing things like
that filling me in let me know what I'm
doing wrong because I am clearly sitting
here tonight on my bed for a few minutes
just taking it all in
because today has been a day all day but
anyways I am going to close you guys I
am really ready to finish my night so I
can hit my bed and I can go to bed
because I'm tired I've had a very
stressful mental day but I will check in
with you guys again
tomorrow bright and shiny I am going to
be doing a big grocery shopping so I'll
take you guys along so sided but I will
check in with you guys I'm booked me
until then sweet dreams you guys bye bye
